I consider myself blessed because I’m in a position where I can directly see the fruits of my labor. I imagine some people must go for years without really understanding the impact their day to day lives have on other people. Every second of the day I’m reminded of why I am doing what I do. And I understand that this is an opportunity, and I should be thankful for this. I falter, and I fall often. However I do know. For those people I burden with my unnecessary complaints, I truly am sorry. And for those I cause to worry on my behalf, I am grateful. But I am happy, or at least I am not lost. I have a purpose, and this is all I can ask for right now.