A public prayer regarding the impossible amount of work that lies ahead:
Lord, calm my anxious mind. You know I cannot do Your work if I am too busy worrying.
Lord, give me fortitude. Let me remain focused and strong in Your work, although I may be weak and unwilling.
Lord, give me faith. Help me to accept that what I am doing is exactly what You want me to do. That what I have not done, is not yet necessary to be done. That what must be done, You will help me to do.
Lord, let me love You. Let my work be as constant prayer, uplifting Your name, and done in true love for You.
Lord, let this be the last time I say this prayer. Because I don’t want to feel this pressure again. But if ever I am crushed again, build me anew, stronger and more able.
It’s not fair that I should feel this way doing Your work. It even makes me think that sometimes that I am not doing Your work at all, because it seems like such a contradiction. I don’t want to give up, but something’s gotta give.
great prayer. its what we all need.
quite honestly. we need a push to do His will, and in hopes that it IS His will.
i’ve made some decisions, but i’m not 100% sure about it. 
will talk soon. we always ask for the faith we need! and i hope HE provides this time!